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[12 Sep 2006|08:05pm] |
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rene has a boyfriend:)
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[03 Sep 2006|05:13pm] |
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so i haven't been on a lot. school and all. yeek. not much is new.
just happy as hell. :D
show last night with anna cabana was awesome! listening/singing to old school music and rappin with her is the best too.
and i saww natasha, who i have not seen in 3 years yesterday at the mall. ahhh bffl, still!
i need to hang out with elliott and heather soon.<3
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[30 Aug 2006|01:07am] |
i like being this happy.
<3
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[27 Aug 2006|03:28pm] |
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life is pretttyyyy stupendous right now.
mad crushing.:)
a little confused. lol
&going to a lot of shows. 2 this weekend.
the first was forever dies tonight, and school girl knife fight, arcadia crisis and such.
the 2nd was meehh. arcadia was there too.
the first was much better, it was fun as hell. w/karenizzle fosho!
WELL I RECKON KAREN SUCKS THIS FAR!
well i love you this far.<3 lol
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[20 Aug 2006|04:14pm] |
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complete. break-up.
it's over and done with, Christian and I.
To tell you the truth, I don't want to be his friend. It hurts, way too much.. sadly i knew it was coming. i thought maybe things would get better though. since he acted like they were getting better all week. but i guess he just lead me on. thanks a fucking lot.
I'm so mad, i can't even take it. he came over to bring my clothes back and i gave him his. he came IN my HOUSE. what the hell? you don't come in my fucking house under circumstances like that. then he was talking to me, trying to make things "better". I wasn't really paying attention, i didn't even talk back. I didn't much feel like talking to him about anything. But, get this- HE TRIED TO HOLD MY HAND while talking to me. what the fuck? I pulled my hand away so fast. so he goes into well i was just trying to make things betterrr but i guess you don't want to try. I simply said "I DON'T."
The thing is, he didn't even bring all my clothes back. he "forgot". yeah, i'm still missing quite a bit. He said he'll bring it to school tomorrow. I don't really want to talk to him then either. Why should i? he broke up with me through a TEXT MESSAGE.
in conclusion. I regret even loving him. I regret trusting him. I regret caring about him. I regret letting him do so many things.
That may sound harsh, but its how i feel.
I deserve much better.
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[19 Aug 2006|04:11pm] |
things are getting better.
for the most part.
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[16 Aug 2006|09:48pm] |
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i hate reading the catcher in the rye. it's so depressing. he always finds the bad in everything. and explains in detail. i hate it.
other than that school has been ok.. softball very hard. we have a baseball coach as one of our coaches now.
it's what we get for not doing anything all summer though. oh well. at least i'll be in shape :D
things in the relationship are okay at the moment.. still trying. i can only hope.
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[13 Aug 2006|12:37am] |
draco malfoy, what's your problem?
all your friends think your rad,
'cause you treat me so bad..
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[12 Aug 2006|10:26pm] |
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i was so lesbianish today:) i put up my own mirror.
..and i put it up crooked! i guess i wouldn't be a good lesbian.
oh well.
kenny helped me and put up my curtain rod..
i don't have curtains yet XD
probably going to get some tomorrow..
finally got my binder and a lightbulb for my lamp today..
i need to set up my binder and put away everything in that abercrombie bag still.. gay.
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| ikea. |
[11 Aug 2006|10:11pm] |
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wooo. like total room makeover, it's really tight.
i haven't got my bed frame yet.. but everthing else is basically new.
some stuff still needs to be put up..
and at the moment i need to clean..
but overall its tight.
no show..
i couldn't go :(
i would have been out past curfew. i'm sorry.
no seeing judith. no seeing stef. no seeing my boyfriend...;__;
&i feel bad because black chris totally bailed me out last night cause i didn't have a ride. :( i'm sosososososo sorryyyy!
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[11 Aug 2006|01:40am] |
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i'm going crazy.
i hate this.
i don't want this to last until sunday.
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[10 Aug 2006|07:04pm] |
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new layout :D! <3
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[07 Aug 2006|10:44pm] |
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worst day of my life.
birthday is tomorrow..
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[04 Aug 2006|05:21pm] |
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thats not cool.. what just happened to my layout..
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[04 Aug 2006|12:12pm] |
okay. honestly, i love most kinds of music.
but some genres just piss me off.
1.) bluegrass: ew. just ew. why do they even make it?! seriously?!
2.) hxc metal/screamo, grindxcore, NOISE. JUST NOISE.: i don't think i could possibly hate this "genre"(if you could call it that) any more than i possibly do. the singers, sound like girls when in fact they are boys! the screamers, sound like puking animals. and honestly, none of the intrument playing meshes. creating, noise. but indeed we do get a break from this noise in the so-called, "BREAKDOWNS." when they decide to have a beat ALL TOGETHER(only part that sounds like music). and all the show-goers, boys look like girls, and girls look like makeup plastered whores. and they all do the OH SO GLORIOUS 'metal claw'. which, if you don't know.. looks like your about to grab someone's balls.. in a very very bad way. "oh i'm gettin into this, let me throw up my metal claw and go mosh like a TAP DANCER/bitch i'll scratch yo' eyes out!" and even though i have so much hate for this, i have to support. ew.
3.) punk rock: i do like this music, but the people in it are sometimes jerkwads. i had some kid message me the other day on gayspace, telling me i was not punk rock in the least and it made him cry to look at my page. ....i think you're taking this a little to seriously kid. so he went on to tell me punk rock is anti-government, anarchy, anti-fashion, anti-skins... so on so forth. well hello, i don't dress the part so i'm already anti-fashion. not all punks are anarchists, and some are indeed skins! ending statement:punk rock; good. punkers;sometimes mentally challenged.
4.) alternative: again i listen to some of this, but it all sounds the same. i can't take it.
5.) rap, r&b: do you think it makes you tough to be a white kid blarin rap? it doesn't. wigger. i do that sometimes. but i'm a skinny 5ft 3in white girl. i'm so trying to be tought. hahaha.
just a couple things that annoy me weekly. :)
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[03 Aug 2006|10:59pm] |
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idk what to post really.
tomorrow. 08/04/06.. me and christian's 8 months. :)
amazing.
OH I KNOW. OH JESUS.
OH JESUS OH LAWWDJESUS.
THE DECALS, MAY BE TAKEN OFF THE VAN.
BEST NEWS EVER. EVER.
my birthday is august 8th:D
and i already know everything i'm getting from my mom for my birthday basically.
but what is everyone else getting me??
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| wellywellwellwell |
[31 Jul 2006|09:57pm] |
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everything in the world is perfect again.
that boy does wonders to me.
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| movie day |
[27 Jul 2006|06:48pm] |
so i watched the notebook for the first time..
and of course, it was adorable. i cried like every other girl in the world. lol
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